Learning to listen to the angels as they always know best!

What a day today. I started the day off stressed - stressed for a number of reasons. 

  1. I had escalated an approval to execute a contract to my boss on Monday and hadn't heard back from him (he responds really quickly). Because of that, I was dreading that I had done something wrong and he wanted a phone call with me - to discuss that contract and my annual performance evaluation (gulp).
  2. I was trying to juggle a lot of work at the same time so felt like things were going a bit out of control. 
  3. I thought that a phone call with the lawyers from a vendor was going to get nasty so I was preparing myself for that.
  4. Given the call with my boss, I was trying to figure out whether to tell him my decision to change careers (double gulp).
Throughout the day I was trying to plan out my career transition to make it work for myself and my company. I spoke to the head of Australia and New Zealand and we were trying to figure out whether I let the cat out of the bag now or later. He initially said don't say anything but if my boss asked me directly, then tell him.  I also had a good conversation with the HR director to get her advice on what to do as well. Then at 4pm, the head of Australia and NZ msgs me telling me he told my boss (cue heart palpitations going through the rood)! How was my boss going to react? Could we come to some sort of arrangement to make it work for both of us? OMG... I was already sweating buckets because I had thought I had done something wrong in my review of a contract and now I had to chat to him about this on the call too?!

Not to mention that I still had no idea about how many hours I could work once I started full time study. The college hasn't been in contact to let me know how they're structuring the new course so I was really worried that I actually could not work enough hours to get the money I needed to do this!

ANYWAY - the phone call comes along and we had a good chat. My boss was shocked of course but he told me that I had to pursue my dreams and my passion, and that he could tell I had thought long and hard about this decision and that it wasn't an impulsive one. He then told me that he was really proud of the work that I have done over the past year and that he was putting me forward for a promotion! He said that he needed some time for the news to sink but was open to working together so that I could still work as long as I needed and study as well. You have NO IDEA how relieved I felt when he told me that... *phew*



As for the other stuff, my boss just wanted to discuss a certain clause but when he realised all the approvals had been received he approved the execution of it, I managed to get on top of my work load and the phone call with the lawyer wasn't that bad and we managed to close off the issue. Score!

It just goes to show that you really do bring your stresses on yourself. I worked myself up terribly on baseless assumptions. Throughout the day I kept checking my angel cards and they kept coming up with "Listen to us - it'll all be fine". No joke - that card came up every single time I asked :P I need to learn to really leave my fears with God and the angels and really trust that things will turn out the way they are meant to be.

P.S Yesterday afternoon I was doing automatic writing and my spirit guides drew a cat. At that point I thought it was an acknowledgement that I was balancing out my feminine side.. but I find it funny that today the "cat got out of the bag" so to speak and everything was fine ;)

Popular posts from this blog

Your body is a temple - well not quite but close enough

Yesterday I had the really good fortune of attending a seminar held by renown mystic and medical intuitive, Caroline Myss. I only read her best selling book, the Anatomy of the Spirit, a few months ago and thanks to synchronicity, managed to sign up to a rare seminar she was holding in Sydney. As jet lagged as she was, Caroline exhibited the most wicked sense of humour I've seen and also had a really great way of explaining spiritual concepts. There's so much to tell you (and so many quotes to share), but let me start with the one analogy that really resonated with me: your body is a building. Essentially, if we think about the building being an apartment block, you'll see that it has a number of levels. The building as a whole doesn't "move" per se, it's the inside of the building that does. Are you with me so far? So now think about the building having 10 levels. Anyone living in the building would have a different view of the world depending on wh...
Read more

It pays to being open to receive

I would like this blog post to reiterate to you all the importance of being open to receive from the Universe, especially if you have asked the Universe for help. For me, the past week, I believe that this has been the main theme for me, especially as my reading from Angel Souls a few months back had advised me "to be open to suggestion" and to not be fixated on how I was going to achieve a certain outcome. Many of you know that I am a few weeks away from saying good bye to my law career and fully embracing my massage/healing career. For the months leading up to this stage, I was excited about what post-June would hold for me, but as I was coming into May, I was getting a lot more apprehensive about what I would be doing post-June as I hadn't really been proactively chasing any opportunities (and nothing really fell into my lap). You may recall a few months back I had applied for a massage job at a particular clinic that I could see would really lead me to achieve my ...
Read more

Seeing the positives from the negatives - it's a question of perspective

Today was my second last time at the student massage clinic. Next week will be my last for the trimester, and then a welcomed "break" <-- Not really a break, I'm going to a 2 day course in Melbourne in the 2nd weekend of December to further my skills in other areas and intend to use the next 3 months to read up on Anatomy Trains and Esoteric Anatomy - books that MM gave me months ago and I've barely touched the surface on. Anyway, I had two clients back to back this morning. At the end of each massage session, we seek feedback from the client. My first one wasn't the most complimentary, the second one was fine. When my supervisor told me that I had unfavorable feedback from a client, I had that shiver down my spine that I had referred to before. Essentially during the massage she kept asking me to apply more oil and then in her feedback she said that I could have gone faster on some areas of the body (fair point as I ended up missing her arms and neck). The t...
Read more