Journey of the Light Worker

When I first embarked down this healing journey, I didn't expect that things would happen as they are unfolding right now. For example, I didn't expect to all of a sudden be able to feel the cranio sacral waves of a person that I wasn't touching in my body, I didn't expect to wake up one day and start feeling energy in my hands and I certainly didn't expect to be a "crystal healer" <-- It was a surprise when the angels told me that this was going to be one of the modalities that I would use when healing others. As you know, I was in Byron Bay over the weekend and attended the Crystal Experience at Crystal Castle with my friend. It was quite interesting to see how the quartz crystal wand was used, and how I could feel it being pulled to various areas of the body. I didn't think I was going to do anything with that knowledge, but I guess I was wrong. Yesterday a friend of mine fell over whilst training and she sprained her ankle. I didn't thin...

What a day today. I started the day off stressed - stressed for a number of reasons.  I had escalated an approval to execute a contract to my boss on Monday and hadn't heard back from him (he responds really quickly). Because of that, I was dreading that I had done something wrong and he wanted a phone call with me - to discuss that contract and my annual performance evaluation (gulp). I was trying to juggle a lot of work at the same time so felt like things were going a bit out of control.  I thought that a phone call with the lawyers from a vendor was going to get nasty so I was preparing myself for that. Given the call with my boss, I was trying to figure out whether to tell him my decision to change careers (double gulp). Throughout the day I was trying to plan out my career transition to make it work for myself and my company. I spoke to the head of Australia and New Zealand and we were trying to figure out whether I let the cat out of the bag now or later. He in...

This weekend I was fortunate enough to spend it in Byron Bay. I had never been there before and had no idea what to expect, but I have to say that it exceeded all of my expectations.  Once of the first things I learnt being there was to really let go. As my lovely friend who lived up there told me when I was on the main beach after I had landed, "Live in the moment as things will just happen as they are supposed to". So as me and my friend were trying to figure out whether we would hire a car on Saturday, we both decided "meh, let's see what happens" and went with the flow. I think we both found the entire experience quite enjoyable! Before I went to Byron, I made the decision that I was going to have a great time there. On the day I flew up (Friday), I did a card reading for myself and the result was "new partner". From that I thought that I would meet someone in Byron who potentially could be quite an important person in my life in the future - n...

Let's talk about Atlantis. For many of us, Atlantis is that fictional/mythical city from eons ago that was lost - i.e. sunk to the depths of the ocean. Over the past few weeks, I started to become increasingly interested is Atlantis - I guess it started when SK mentioned Lemuria in December and I was curious - what is it about these "lost continents"? I'll leave Lemuria to be the subject of a separate post, but suffice to say because of that I went out and found myself a Lemurian crystal. It is said that these crystals are pretty much quartz crystals, but there are "ridges" or "lines" in these crystals which hold information that was programmed into them by the Lemurians. All I can say is that when I hold it I can immediately sense the incredibly high vibration of this crystal in my hand and at one time I felt the vibrations reverberating throughout my entire body. Anyway, I digress. Over the past 3 days, I have been meditating with the Lemuria...

Today such a cool thing happened to me. Last week when I saw my mother, she had some pain in her lower back which I managed to alleviate a bit but not completely by applying some remedial massage and cranio sacral therapy.  I received a phone call from my dad today and after speaking to him, mum got on the phone and told me she was in a lot of pain and had to take a few sick days from work because the pain was unbearable. She was supposed to see a specialist but cancelled that after taking Nurofen and feeling ok. I berated her then because Nurofen just dulled the pain and doesn't treat the underlying symptom whatsoever and started to get annoyed that I couldn't figure out what the cause was because quite frankly, I hate seeing someone, especially someone I love, in pain. So here I am at work, with a big pad of paper next to me and I decided to ask my spirit guides for a bit of guidance on why my mum was in so much pain. After a bit my left hand took off and started drawing....

A while ago, I mentioned that someone I met told me that the way you see a person is essentially a reflection of yourself. Generally we don't have issues when people treat us nicely, but then we have issues when we feel that people treat us like crap. I wanted to briefly share an experience of one of my friends and how the whole thing has ended positively. She has been having quite a difficult time with a particular work mate who happens to be in her team. Essentially he had issues with recognising certain things that someone in his role should have recognised, but liked to play the blame game and never admit that he was actually the problem. On top of that, the tone of his emails to my friend was quite condescending and not nice at all. It had reached a point where she really did not want to work with him anymore because he would drive her nuts. Let me just say that this particular friend has been really working on herself over the past year. I'm so proud to see such posit...

Have you ever felt that you were out of place or completely out of tune when hanging out with people or when you are at a particular place? This has been me for the past month or so but I'm increasingly feeling the "great divide" so to speak. As I've been plodding along on my spiritual journey, obviously you get to a point where things that used to "do it" for you no longer do. For me, I get almost a sense of dread when I think about hanging around certain places or people, and I never really had that issue before (not to this extent). This was made quite apparent to me over the weekend. On the weekend, I was invited to watch the cricket with some mates. Some mates I have known for over a year, others just a couple of months and a sporadic couple of months at that (i.e. no effort had been made to really know the person). I found at the cricket when some of the newer "friends" had turned up, I couldn't bring myself to make the effort to conn...

Yesterday I had another session with SK. So many things happened during the session but all I can say is I'm glad I saw her. Prior to going into the session, I had written a number of questions for her in my journal and so I walked into her clinic carrying it. So there I am sitting in there whilst she's writing a report and she asks me how I was going and then it just all came out. The stuff that's happened, how I'd been experiencing unexplainable mood swings (i.e. I would literally be sitting at home watching TV and then a sense of grief would overcome me and I'd cry, then 5 mins later I'm over it), how my right foot seemed a bit off when I was walking the day before, how I was getting conflicting messages whilst I was doing automatic writing and I was getting confused, how i was getting the "explore your options" message but didn't know what it meant, etc. When I spoke about the explore my options part, all of her sudden she looked at me, her...

*phew* What a day I have had today. There's so much to tell you because I had another session with SK which benefited me greatly (at the end she told me to look in the mirror and at my face and I looked so refreshed and like I had "botox" lol) but I wanted to focus on one main lesson that I learnt today which was to trust my intuition. Recently I had been looking at purchasing an investment property and was given two choices - let's call them P and Y. Late last year, I made the choice to go ahead with P. Why? It might be $40K more than Y but it was in a really good location, and infrastructure built up all around it, and seemed like a complete no-brainer. As you also know, my spirit guides had urged me to explore my options and they told me to go with Y. When I sat down to do some automatic writing a few days ago, they told me to go with P. What the? Yea, I was confused and annoyed because of the conflicting advice so decided before I went to sleep to ask upstairs...

I currently subscribe to a number of spiritual blogs and instagram accounts and it amazes me that there is a common theme for this time of the year - detoxing and decluttering. I've already written a little bit of decluttering in a previous post and thought it would be good to have a quick discussion on detoxing, which is another way of "decluttering" your body.  Earlier this month, I was guided to consider detoxing my body. Initially it was in the form of reading some detox books by Doreen Virtue, and then with her and Robert Reeves' release of the Nutrition for Intuition book, the "signs" were a lot stronger. I asked AA Michael if I was supposed to dl and read this new book and he said yes so I did and here's what happened. Every day I try to chat to either the Archangels (Michael or Raphael) or my spirit guides (i.e. Hecate). This particular day I decided to chat to Hecate and asked her for any general message she had for me and she drew a carro...

A while ago I met a healer at a course in Melbourne who said that she could help me figure out what my values were. After a bit of to and fro and answering some questions (which I have to admit were quite different to what I had expected to be asked), she boiled down my three values to: Spirituality Fitness/Self improvement Socialising I think that is a very good summary of my top 3 values at this point in time. I do find that in my conversations with people now I seem to get more of an "umph" or more passionate when I talk about the first two of the values. It's strange but somehow now I'm finding it difficult to relate to people on a more "social" front - case in point is heading to a friend's bday the other day where I only really knew two of the people. It was difficult for me to chat to the others but when I somehow struck up a conversation with one girl, it turns out she is studying remedial massage so we just hit it off! Funny how the law ...

Obviously last night and a few nights before had me in a bit of a state but what is nice is waking up to encouragement from the Divine. I have been having a bit of trouble sleeping over the past few months but last night was a bit different. I came out of my deep sleep and in a semi-conscious state somehow during the night and I was feeling that something was like the feeling of someone tugging on my hair. I ignored it and tried to go back to sleep but than later as I felt it again (and also some energy sensations around my forehead), I decided to open my eyes and look at the time. 3:47am. Great I thought, I'll remember this number later but I want to sleep so off to sleep I went. In my dream I dreamt of a number of things (and forgot stuff too) - a bare foot, buying a bunch of frozen berries or some muesli thing and thinking I saw a spider crawling around there so I fished it out and tried to kill the spider by running water over my spoon. It wasn't going away but eventual...

Welcome to Mercury Retrograde everyone. Over the past few days, I've been feeling a bit depressed. Why? A guy. Why is it always a guy?! To cut a long story short, I met a guy at a bar late last year and we've had a few dates. Before heading overseas over the break, he said he'd msg me when he came back but he actually didn't. I msged him on the day I knew he was starting a new job, then he responded the next day. After that I took a while to respond to him and he hasn't msged me since. I decided to ask the Romance Angels on clarity on what the heck was going on, and I got my answer. Not necessarily what I wanted to hear... he is the one for me and he is interested but there's a lot of factors why he isn't communicating with me... work, intimidation, career and funnily enough, another girl.. to list some of the things. Sigh. Well there you have it. There's apparently not much I can do apart from give him space and time to contact me... but the next ...

Yesterday as I was meditating, I had the intention of figuring out one of my Greek spirit guides. In the midst of listening to the guided meditation, somehow the name "Hecate" came to me. I then went off and did my own thing but over night and upon waking this morning again the name "Hecate" was in my head so I decided to do a bit of research on her. Hecate is essentially a Greek goddess, more famously known as being the goddess of magic or witchcraft, but she's also know as the goddess of the crossroads (she is commonly depicted by having two torches that light the way of the path), goddess of the night, goddess of the moon (the night moon to be exact) and protector of new births (e.g. children, ideas, new beginnings, etc). She's also usually accompanied by an owl or a dog. Now that kind of resonates with me... I have always been interested in the moon (moon goddess in particular), the lovely lady who drew my spirit guides drew me a beautiful goddess in...

As the saying (which is true) goes, out with the old and in with the new! And there is no better time to do it at the beginning of the year (although we really should be doing this regularly throughout the year too.) Here's three techniques I have used to help me get into the mindset for the new year. Smudging Right before I headed off to stay with my parents, I smudged my entire apartment for the first time. When I first moved into the place, my parents had the apartment blessed by the priest, but I hadn't done anything since then. The reason I did it was because I had noticed that when I opened the door to my apartment, the "air" or "energy" of the place felt incredibly heavy and dense. No matter what I did (i.e. opening up all doors/windows to my apartment to let the fresh air in, lighting candles and buying fresh flowers in the hope that they could make the air cleaner), I couldn't get rid of that heaviness. Subsequently, I had an "idea...

Over the Xmas break, I was fortunate to have spent the entire time down at my parent's place. Their house is pretty close to the beach and it's a bit over 1.5 hrs south of where I live and to be honest, it was a welcome break from everyone. I always view going back there as a sort of a retreat for me - whilst I probably wouldn't want to live back down there, there's a sense of relaxation when I go down there as I'm not close to the people who I hang out with when I'm living at home (no offence to you guys but I do need some quality time to myself)! So over this break, I have done a LOT of de-cluttering. I donated my old Japanese things (anime/manga, etc - 5 boxes of it) and I donated my clothes. As a result of that, I think that set me up for being able to start automatic writing and communicating with my spirits. The first two times weren't THAT successful - I was trying to communicate with any spirit (good ones, not the negative ones), and I got a lot ...

Welcome to the new year everyone! I hope you enjoyed your respective new years festivities went off well. On my part, I spent the latter half of the day catching up with good friends of mine  Some of them I hadn't seen for almost a year so it was good to get some quality time in. So what is the main message of today from your spirit guides or the angels? I follow a few people who do angel card readings and from my own personal readings for myself today, it seems as though the main message is that today is the PERFECT day for you to take some time out to start thinking about what you want this year. Today is the day of manifestation! The doors are open for you to manifest your desires! My word of advice is, take an hour out of the day, away from others and free from distractions and have a good think about what you would like - what your desires are. Remember the law of attraction, like attracts like so if you think of awesome positive things, then chances are you're going t...