My taste of a past life regression
Today I went to see my crystal healer in order to try to make some sense about the emotions that I was going through at my work retreat last week. I had thought that a lot of it was to do with the haunted nature of the place, but after this morning, part of it was also because of what happened to me in one of my past lives (of which everyone has a few)!
As some of you know, ever since focusing on my spiritual journey this year, I have become fascinated with past lives. Being a Catholic, it is a concept that is not even heard of - there is no such thing. However, the more I read about it, the more I know that the concept of past lives is true.
You can take various forms in your past life, and often the people who you know now and have an important role in your life were also with you in your past life. You are expected to learn different life lessons in each life, and the people you meet are part of that.
One of the reasons why I went to the crystal healer earlier this year was because I knew she did past life regressions and I was really curious to see what I was. However, at that time other issues needed to be healed or cleared, so that was her main focus. Today the focus was on the anger I felt last week which, whilst some of you know I have a bit of a temper, was a bit out of character for me.
So today in the healing, it turns out that the person who I was pissed off at at the retreat last week had a past life connection with me. In fact, it was in the Roman empire, and both he and I were males (yep, I wasn't female). I think we worked in government at that time, and he really valued a lot of the creativity and ideas that I brought. So much so that he took them, implemented them and claimed all the credit. I got no recognition whatsoever and felt I added no value.
Skip to last week and that was how I felt - I added little value, I didn't feel like my thoughts were being heard, and I didn't feel like I was getting recognised. All of those feelings, coupled with my workmate released a pot of emotions that were what I had felt all those many years ago.
I ended up having a phone conversation with him after that and he wasn't surprised that we would have some sort of path life connection (which actually is a BIG statement from him if you know his background as well - in fact I've probably been a bit of a spiritual guide to him over the past couple of months). It explains a lot really - there is a big sense of familiarity and "comfort" when I first met him (e.g. I immediately trusted him) and he does value my ideas and feedback a lot. The funniest thing was that he was saying "So how can I make it up to you regarding what has happened in the past" and I started to laugh saying "There is nothing to make up because I can't remember what you did to me in the past!". I think having the conversation cleared up a lot of air around us.
In addition to that, I was getting a bit anxious about getting back onto the dating scene and knew that I subconsciously sabotaged myself whenever there was an inkling that something might work. I wanted to know why and my crystal healer told me that in another past life of mine, I was married and I was brutally murdered by my own husband. It was a complete surprise to me, and she said that's why now I have issues trusting males. As I reflect on this, I can see this subconscious distrust manifesting in the negative messages I give myself about the potential of a particular relationship. The good news is that she cleared that from me too.
The outcomes of this morning today now tie back some of the messages I have been receiving from my angel cards like past life issues, father healing (i.e. masculine energy), releasing and forgiving, etc. It's amazing how one particular event can trigger a multitude of other events!
The other thing that my crystal healer told me that gives me a lot of comfort is that I am doing the right thing. I'm following the right path for me, I will work out my own way of healing others, and I'm beginning to realise a lot more when things that happen to me are based on energies or other emotions and I want to release them. My spiritual journey has just begun and will be a long one, but I'm really content to know that I'm on the right path and taking steps to be a better person for everyone!
As some of you know, ever since focusing on my spiritual journey this year, I have become fascinated with past lives. Being a Catholic, it is a concept that is not even heard of - there is no such thing. However, the more I read about it, the more I know that the concept of past lives is true.
You can take various forms in your past life, and often the people who you know now and have an important role in your life were also with you in your past life. You are expected to learn different life lessons in each life, and the people you meet are part of that.
One of the reasons why I went to the crystal healer earlier this year was because I knew she did past life regressions and I was really curious to see what I was. However, at that time other issues needed to be healed or cleared, so that was her main focus. Today the focus was on the anger I felt last week which, whilst some of you know I have a bit of a temper, was a bit out of character for me.
So today in the healing, it turns out that the person who I was pissed off at at the retreat last week had a past life connection with me. In fact, it was in the Roman empire, and both he and I were males (yep, I wasn't female). I think we worked in government at that time, and he really valued a lot of the creativity and ideas that I brought. So much so that he took them, implemented them and claimed all the credit. I got no recognition whatsoever and felt I added no value.
Skip to last week and that was how I felt - I added little value, I didn't feel like my thoughts were being heard, and I didn't feel like I was getting recognised. All of those feelings, coupled with my workmate released a pot of emotions that were what I had felt all those many years ago.
I ended up having a phone conversation with him after that and he wasn't surprised that we would have some sort of path life connection (which actually is a BIG statement from him if you know his background as well - in fact I've probably been a bit of a spiritual guide to him over the past couple of months). It explains a lot really - there is a big sense of familiarity and "comfort" when I first met him (e.g. I immediately trusted him) and he does value my ideas and feedback a lot. The funniest thing was that he was saying "So how can I make it up to you regarding what has happened in the past" and I started to laugh saying "There is nothing to make up because I can't remember what you did to me in the past!". I think having the conversation cleared up a lot of air around us.
In addition to that, I was getting a bit anxious about getting back onto the dating scene and knew that I subconsciously sabotaged myself whenever there was an inkling that something might work. I wanted to know why and my crystal healer told me that in another past life of mine, I was married and I was brutally murdered by my own husband. It was a complete surprise to me, and she said that's why now I have issues trusting males. As I reflect on this, I can see this subconscious distrust manifesting in the negative messages I give myself about the potential of a particular relationship. The good news is that she cleared that from me too.
The outcomes of this morning today now tie back some of the messages I have been receiving from my angel cards like past life issues, father healing (i.e. masculine energy), releasing and forgiving, etc. It's amazing how one particular event can trigger a multitude of other events!
The other thing that my crystal healer told me that gives me a lot of comfort is that I am doing the right thing. I'm following the right path for me, I will work out my own way of healing others, and I'm beginning to realise a lot more when things that happen to me are based on energies or other emotions and I want to release them. My spiritual journey has just begun and will be a long one, but I'm really content to know that I'm on the right path and taking steps to be a better person for everyone!