The neverending cycle of lessons and study
It's funny how just spending a few hours with particular people can open up so much in terms of knowledge and lessons.
This week I had a very interesting Facebook conversation with MM. I was due to see him the next day because I knew he'd be able to fix the tightness I had in my thoracic spine and I also intuitively felt like I had to go to him because he could open me up to release deep blockages that I could not.
Before that session however, MM had volunteered me as a practitioner in AMN Neural Skeletal therapy when there an inquiry came through the group FB page. When he did that I absolutely freaked out and told him "that should be your name not mine!" and he was going "no no. You won't mess it up but I will, etc". I reckon that's a load of bollocks but it was probably his way of pushing me out of my comfort zone. Anyway, I was showing me the potential logo designs for my business and he started telling me about the meaning of the caduceus. Obviously as you guys will know, the symbol of the caduceus is an extremely personal one for me, but MM pointed out that the winding "snakes" of the caduceus also represented the DNA sequence. The revelation (and this is what I believe One Grounded Angel's "Ephiphany" card this Thursday referred to) was along the lines of - Hermes is the messenger of the Gods.. so in so being he was the bridge between the spiritual and the physical world. The caduceus/helix of the DNA strand was also the same - it is the stage where the spiritual manifests into the physical. Obviously as you go from the lower end of the caduceus to the top end, you are on your way to enlightenment. Boom boom! The other thing I realised was that MM was going to get a huge tattoo next year on his back of the caduceus and to me it just cemented the fact that he was definitely in my life to teach me loads of things.
Some other things he taught me was to meditate upon self-awareness... as I was complaining to him that I no longer could palpate the craniosacral wave on other people - only myself. What I COULD palpate on other people however was other energies. He told me I had to look inside myself to figure out why. The timing of this subject was uncanny as the guy I referred to in the last post is all about self awareness as well and that's precisely the whole reason why he meditates. That night I tried doing it and found a number of blockages in my right hip and seemed to release those which were connected to my dad and my cousin which was great.
The next day, I received a phone call from SK asking if I was free to have a catch up coffee or a lunch. Work is relatively quiet so of course I jumped at the chance. I hadn't seen her since my birthday and it is always good having a chat with her. She told me about her winnings at the pokies (a CRAZY amount mind you) and a business proposition that her business partner and herself was given from a guy overseas. When she was telling me that, I got this feeling of "this sounds like the devil and the temptation of Jesus in the desert" sort of thing and when I told her that she agreed - her business partner also had the same feeling and so the business proposition was turned down. Doing this sort of healing work for the sake of drama and fame goes against our (i.e. SK, her business partner and my) purpose of doing what we do. This guy was controlled by money and greed - and quite frankly, it was disgusting. SK was also giving me tips on my logo, and was telling me that I needed to spend some time to just get creative with the pen in my hand and I will come up with the logo for my business.
As we were walking back, she pointed to a symbol on the building where she and MM works. I had never noticed it before but it was actually the symbol of the trinity. When she pointed that out I was amazed - it was one of the symbols I wanted incorporated into my logo! She said "everything comes in threes and things happen for a reason" - which once again cemented to me that her and MM are to play a major role in my life and that I was totally on the right path.
My session later that afternoon with MM was amazing. Earlier the week whilst I was meditating I saw a vision of the Star of David. At that point in time I didn't know what it meant, but as MM was explaining polarity therapy to me, he mentioned that part of it was a 5 pointed star and was outlining it on my back. Last year when I just started learning massage therapy, MM lent me 2 books. One of them is called "esoteric anatomy", which examines the anatomy of the energetic body and incorporates polarity therapy. At that time MM told me I wasn't ready to read that and he was right - I tried to read the first few pages and I was completely confused. Whilst in my session with MM yesterday however, I put two and two together and realised that now was the time that I needed to revisit that book as I was ready to understand the concept of polarity therapy. I asked MM whether he thought I was ready to read that book and he confirmed I was. I went home last night and started reading the first few pages and yes, everything just fell into place. So much for spending the next few weeks relaxing and not really studying before the diploma starts! I had been receiving a lot of messages that I needed to read and study and I now know what those messages meant.
In the meantime, I realised the "addictions" and "co-dependencies" that were affecting my own love life right now so I'm making a conscious effort to get rid of those blockages too. Jeeze.. life seriously is never boring is it! That said, I really cannot wait for my holiday to Hamilton Island soon :D
P.S I resigned as an employee from my company this week! Everything is in motion for 1 July 2016 when I take real steps towards my new career in being a sole trader! It seems this month of June will be a really big one in terms of taking huge steps and releasing major emotional blockages. I'm a bit freaked out but bring it on at the same time!
This week I had a very interesting Facebook conversation with MM. I was due to see him the next day because I knew he'd be able to fix the tightness I had in my thoracic spine and I also intuitively felt like I had to go to him because he could open me up to release deep blockages that I could not.
Before that session however, MM had volunteered me as a practitioner in AMN Neural Skeletal therapy when there an inquiry came through the group FB page. When he did that I absolutely freaked out and told him "that should be your name not mine!" and he was going "no no. You won't mess it up but I will, etc". I reckon that's a load of bollocks but it was probably his way of pushing me out of my comfort zone. Anyway, I was showing me the potential logo designs for my business and he started telling me about the meaning of the caduceus. Obviously as you guys will know, the symbol of the caduceus is an extremely personal one for me, but MM pointed out that the winding "snakes" of the caduceus also represented the DNA sequence. The revelation (and this is what I believe One Grounded Angel's "Ephiphany" card this Thursday referred to) was along the lines of - Hermes is the messenger of the Gods.. so in so being he was the bridge between the spiritual and the physical world. The caduceus/helix of the DNA strand was also the same - it is the stage where the spiritual manifests into the physical. Obviously as you go from the lower end of the caduceus to the top end, you are on your way to enlightenment. Boom boom! The other thing I realised was that MM was going to get a huge tattoo next year on his back of the caduceus and to me it just cemented the fact that he was definitely in my life to teach me loads of things.
Some other things he taught me was to meditate upon self-awareness... as I was complaining to him that I no longer could palpate the craniosacral wave on other people - only myself. What I COULD palpate on other people however was other energies. He told me I had to look inside myself to figure out why. The timing of this subject was uncanny as the guy I referred to in the last post is all about self awareness as well and that's precisely the whole reason why he meditates. That night I tried doing it and found a number of blockages in my right hip and seemed to release those which were connected to my dad and my cousin which was great.
The next day, I received a phone call from SK asking if I was free to have a catch up coffee or a lunch. Work is relatively quiet so of course I jumped at the chance. I hadn't seen her since my birthday and it is always good having a chat with her. She told me about her winnings at the pokies (a CRAZY amount mind you) and a business proposition that her business partner and herself was given from a guy overseas. When she was telling me that, I got this feeling of "this sounds like the devil and the temptation of Jesus in the desert" sort of thing and when I told her that she agreed - her business partner also had the same feeling and so the business proposition was turned down. Doing this sort of healing work for the sake of drama and fame goes against our (i.e. SK, her business partner and my) purpose of doing what we do. This guy was controlled by money and greed - and quite frankly, it was disgusting. SK was also giving me tips on my logo, and was telling me that I needed to spend some time to just get creative with the pen in my hand and I will come up with the logo for my business.
As we were walking back, she pointed to a symbol on the building where she and MM works. I had never noticed it before but it was actually the symbol of the trinity. When she pointed that out I was amazed - it was one of the symbols I wanted incorporated into my logo! She said "everything comes in threes and things happen for a reason" - which once again cemented to me that her and MM are to play a major role in my life and that I was totally on the right path.
My session later that afternoon with MM was amazing. Earlier the week whilst I was meditating I saw a vision of the Star of David. At that point in time I didn't know what it meant, but as MM was explaining polarity therapy to me, he mentioned that part of it was a 5 pointed star and was outlining it on my back. Last year when I just started learning massage therapy, MM lent me 2 books. One of them is called "esoteric anatomy", which examines the anatomy of the energetic body and incorporates polarity therapy. At that time MM told me I wasn't ready to read that and he was right - I tried to read the first few pages and I was completely confused. Whilst in my session with MM yesterday however, I put two and two together and realised that now was the time that I needed to revisit that book as I was ready to understand the concept of polarity therapy. I asked MM whether he thought I was ready to read that book and he confirmed I was. I went home last night and started reading the first few pages and yes, everything just fell into place. So much for spending the next few weeks relaxing and not really studying before the diploma starts! I had been receiving a lot of messages that I needed to read and study and I now know what those messages meant.
In the meantime, I realised the "addictions" and "co-dependencies" that were affecting my own love life right now so I'm making a conscious effort to get rid of those blockages too. Jeeze.. life seriously is never boring is it! That said, I really cannot wait for my holiday to Hamilton Island soon :D
P.S I resigned as an employee from my company this week! Everything is in motion for 1 July 2016 when I take real steps towards my new career in being a sole trader! It seems this month of June will be a really big one in terms of taking huge steps and releasing major emotional blockages. I'm a bit freaked out but bring it on at the same time!