Letting go and buckling down
I'm back after my brief few days in Hamilton Island and finally have some time to catch my breath and focus on myself.
Just so you know, nothing really happened to me at Hamilton Island... no meeting the man of my dreams, etc. The biggest revelation however came whilst I was meditating on my flight back home. Essentially I had to learn to let go. My relationship with that "kindred spirit" referred to in my previous post hasn't really gone anywhere, and I had to learn the lesson of Divine timing (again) and letting go.
To keep a long story short, essentially I needed to know that the Universe has something else better in store for me in terms of my love life - there was no point in trying to force something to happen, especially if it isn't meant to be. In addition, the fact that I was constantly "on edge" about wanting to know what was going to happen meant I couldn't fully enjoy the moment. Further developments this week reiterated to me that my kindred spirit has a lot of his plate at the moment and thinking of me and a relationship would be far from his mind. In addition, it made me realise that 1. I didn't want to "fix" him - that was his job; 2. I'm at a stage in my life where I need to really move forward and focus on my studies and my transition; and 3. I have a better idea of the traits I want from my eventual hubby-to-be! So for now I'm going to leave it as it is and if something happens, so be it, otherwise bring on the new guy!
Apart from that, this week has been incredibly hectic for me from a work perspective. Having taken a few days off leave, I was in high demand when I got back, not to mention I was organising the company trivia event for Sydney that Thursday (and I had left things to the last minute so that didn't help) and it's almost July which means... I am about to start work as a sole trader/contractor and start my full time studies!
I have to admit it's exciting but scary at the same time. I have never done the sole trader/independent trader thing before, I still needed to sort out a few things (i.e. insurances, my contract, health cover, accounting things etc) so it is somewhat stressful! The good and comforting thing is that I know that the Universe, the angels and the Ascended Masters are looking out for me. How do I know that? The messages I receive from them are that I'm definitely on the right path, I will be successful in self-employment and my desires are coming to fruition. These messages have also been amplified over the last week or so as well so it's incredibly comforting.
But there's one more thing that is important for me right now - and it's to really sort out my ridiculous schedule. Every time I look at my calendar, I rarely have time scheduled for my own "self care". In fact, I schedule time for everyone but myself. Having spent the past week or so constantly around my friends, I basically needed to clear up my schedule for some much needed "me" time. It's time to get back into my exercise and yoga routine, time to start setting things in motion for my business and career transition, time for an epsom salt foot bath, time to sort out my various paperwork, time to really consider my shadow side and time to de-clutter my life! I need to practice what I preach so wish me luck!
Just so you know, nothing really happened to me at Hamilton Island... no meeting the man of my dreams, etc. The biggest revelation however came whilst I was meditating on my flight back home. Essentially I had to learn to let go. My relationship with that "kindred spirit" referred to in my previous post hasn't really gone anywhere, and I had to learn the lesson of Divine timing (again) and letting go.
To keep a long story short, essentially I needed to know that the Universe has something else better in store for me in terms of my love life - there was no point in trying to force something to happen, especially if it isn't meant to be. In addition, the fact that I was constantly "on edge" about wanting to know what was going to happen meant I couldn't fully enjoy the moment. Further developments this week reiterated to me that my kindred spirit has a lot of his plate at the moment and thinking of me and a relationship would be far from his mind. In addition, it made me realise that 1. I didn't want to "fix" him - that was his job; 2. I'm at a stage in my life where I need to really move forward and focus on my studies and my transition; and 3. I have a better idea of the traits I want from my eventual hubby-to-be! So for now I'm going to leave it as it is and if something happens, so be it, otherwise bring on the new guy!
Apart from that, this week has been incredibly hectic for me from a work perspective. Having taken a few days off leave, I was in high demand when I got back, not to mention I was organising the company trivia event for Sydney that Thursday (and I had left things to the last minute so that didn't help) and it's almost July which means... I am about to start work as a sole trader/contractor and start my full time studies!
I have to admit it's exciting but scary at the same time. I have never done the sole trader/independent trader thing before, I still needed to sort out a few things (i.e. insurances, my contract, health cover, accounting things etc) so it is somewhat stressful! The good and comforting thing is that I know that the Universe, the angels and the Ascended Masters are looking out for me. How do I know that? The messages I receive from them are that I'm definitely on the right path, I will be successful in self-employment and my desires are coming to fruition. These messages have also been amplified over the last week or so as well so it's incredibly comforting.
But there's one more thing that is important for me right now - and it's to really sort out my ridiculous schedule. Every time I look at my calendar, I rarely have time scheduled for my own "self care". In fact, I schedule time for everyone but myself. Having spent the past week or so constantly around my friends, I basically needed to clear up my schedule for some much needed "me" time. It's time to get back into my exercise and yoga routine, time to start setting things in motion for my business and career transition, time for an epsom salt foot bath, time to sort out my various paperwork, time to really consider my shadow side and time to de-clutter my life! I need to practice what I preach so wish me luck!