The dark side to healing
Yesterday I caught up with SK and was introduced to her business partner CB. SK and CB are looking to ramp up their healing business which involves a session with SK first and then a chakra and energetic cleanse on a crystal bed which is facilitated by CB. CB is a psychic and also a medium, and during my session she told me that my deceased grandmother was in the room with us and that she was my spiritual protector and to rely on her whenever I needed. When she said that I burst into tears because I finally understood what all those "medium" cards meant! She also told me not to give up my law job yet as the field of energetic healing can be quite sporadic and one day you'll be back to back and then you'll have a month of nothing. Another piece of advice was not to believe everything that people say - I had to look inside myself, my heart, in order to figure out what was my own truth.
Anyways, lots of other stuff happened and I received quite a bit of advice but the thing I wanted to concentrate this post on today was that whilst there is always a good side to healing, there is also a dark side. When you tap into the energetic or spiritual realm, you have good spirits and negative spirits, just like you do on this physical realm. The negative spirits are those driven by ego and want to manipulate you for their own ends and they don't necessarily want to have this whole "love and light" thing being spread around.
When SK picked me up yesterday, I asked her how she was. She told me she had been spiritually attacked the night before, and she was really close to cancelling all sessions because she was in so much pain. I was told that SK and CB weren't supposed to meet until a few years later, and that there were many negative spirits who were trying to stop them from advertising and growing their business. One of the ways was to spiritually attack her, which was essentially like throwing spears or rods into her spiritual body. This then became physical pain around her ribs and hips. Luckily she managed to get to CB who promptly stuck her on the crystal bed and removed the spears - CB can clearly see these. In fact, she told me that 2 people at my work (one male and one female) were bitching about me and this led to me having 3 "daggers" in my energetic body... one in my right shoulder, and one in each side of my hips. It goes to show that the notion of bitching about someone can affect to the recipient of the bitching. CB emphasised to me the importance of shielding myself. Actually, every person who is extremely sensitive needs to ensure that they are protected and shielded from such attacks. But that's not all.
SK told me when I got there that for some reason my name popped into her head earlier in the week which is why she asked me to attend the healing session on Sunday. She didn't know why but she was following her guidance. Similarly, when CB asked what my intention was for the crystal bed, I had difficulty answering because I just came because SK asked me to! After the session CB told me that when SK had gone to pick me up, the doors and windows of her house were opening and closing pretty vigorously. I asked why that was and SK told me "That's because they didn't want you to come here". Obviously with that answer I was quite confused and wanted clarity to which the answer was "They don't want you to evolve". That threw me off a bit because what was I to these negative spirits that they would perceive me as a possible threat? On reflection I suspect it's because I've taken up my mantle of being a lightworker, and moving towards healing others and hopefully through that, assisting them in realising their spiritual potential. As I described to my friend this weekend, when you throw a pebble in still water, you can see the ripples coming out from it. I am like that pebble - disturbing the waters slightly but hopefully by affecting one person, that then leads to a ripple effect that can reach out to a number of people. I guess that's precisely what the negative spirits don't want me to do.
The day before I had a dream where I was being stalked by a woman at a train station... first it was a woman but then her male friend also joined in the stalking. Initially I remember feeling fear and I was really wary of this couple - keeping my guard up and my eye out for where they were. The next time I went back to the train station (I'm still in the dream btw), I saw them again. Again initially I felt fear but then I felt anger. I turned around and confronted them and told them to stop stalking me and asked for help. Almost instantly a male appeared and he was on my side, then more people turned up to help. We ended up doing a "citizen's arrest" on the couple and took them off to a room within the station. Now that I know that the negative spirits don't want me to evolve, it makes sense. SK said that as I go down this path and become more sensitive I will become susceptible to such attacks. All I can say is that I will ensure that I am protected and I will do my best in healing people!
Anyways, lots of other stuff happened and I received quite a bit of advice but the thing I wanted to concentrate this post on today was that whilst there is always a good side to healing, there is also a dark side. When you tap into the energetic or spiritual realm, you have good spirits and negative spirits, just like you do on this physical realm. The negative spirits are those driven by ego and want to manipulate you for their own ends and they don't necessarily want to have this whole "love and light" thing being spread around.
When SK picked me up yesterday, I asked her how she was. She told me she had been spiritually attacked the night before, and she was really close to cancelling all sessions because she was in so much pain. I was told that SK and CB weren't supposed to meet until a few years later, and that there were many negative spirits who were trying to stop them from advertising and growing their business. One of the ways was to spiritually attack her, which was essentially like throwing spears or rods into her spiritual body. This then became physical pain around her ribs and hips. Luckily she managed to get to CB who promptly stuck her on the crystal bed and removed the spears - CB can clearly see these. In fact, she told me that 2 people at my work (one male and one female) were bitching about me and this led to me having 3 "daggers" in my energetic body... one in my right shoulder, and one in each side of my hips. It goes to show that the notion of bitching about someone can affect to the recipient of the bitching. CB emphasised to me the importance of shielding myself. Actually, every person who is extremely sensitive needs to ensure that they are protected and shielded from such attacks. But that's not all.
SK told me when I got there that for some reason my name popped into her head earlier in the week which is why she asked me to attend the healing session on Sunday. She didn't know why but she was following her guidance. Similarly, when CB asked what my intention was for the crystal bed, I had difficulty answering because I just came because SK asked me to! After the session CB told me that when SK had gone to pick me up, the doors and windows of her house were opening and closing pretty vigorously. I asked why that was and SK told me "That's because they didn't want you to come here". Obviously with that answer I was quite confused and wanted clarity to which the answer was "They don't want you to evolve". That threw me off a bit because what was I to these negative spirits that they would perceive me as a possible threat? On reflection I suspect it's because I've taken up my mantle of being a lightworker, and moving towards healing others and hopefully through that, assisting them in realising their spiritual potential. As I described to my friend this weekend, when you throw a pebble in still water, you can see the ripples coming out from it. I am like that pebble - disturbing the waters slightly but hopefully by affecting one person, that then leads to a ripple effect that can reach out to a number of people. I guess that's precisely what the negative spirits don't want me to do.
The day before I had a dream where I was being stalked by a woman at a train station... first it was a woman but then her male friend also joined in the stalking. Initially I remember feeling fear and I was really wary of this couple - keeping my guard up and my eye out for where they were. The next time I went back to the train station (I'm still in the dream btw), I saw them again. Again initially I felt fear but then I felt anger. I turned around and confronted them and told them to stop stalking me and asked for help. Almost instantly a male appeared and he was on my side, then more people turned up to help. We ended up doing a "citizen's arrest" on the couple and took them off to a room within the station. Now that I know that the negative spirits don't want me to evolve, it makes sense. SK said that as I go down this path and become more sensitive I will become susceptible to such attacks. All I can say is that I will ensure that I am protected and I will do my best in healing people!